||[May. 12th, 2005|02:48 am]
it's 2:49am right now, and i cannot sleep. i can prolly, but i'm just staying online for awhile. b/c ever since sunday, evertime i'm online, he calls, and i get distracted, so sorry to anyone who i was just like "suddenly bye" to b/c there were like 2 phones, and i couldn't do all 3 at once. but'cha-if you hear me saying that like alll the time, i sorry, it's just in my head, it's an inside joke that Reece and i have. i really hope prom's lots of fun. i wanted to do all the cliche` things that you do on prom night(or at least i wanted too) just b/c i'm weird like that. i think it's totally hilarious how my mom wants me to get some on prom night. b/c today i was complaining b/c i got my "monthly friend" and i was like "wtf? it's a month early? why??? wrong timeing!!!" and she was like "well, at least you won't have it on prom night...so you can..." she said something like that. i was just like "mother! omg!" i thought it was great, i was like "mom, i love you." she is the most awesome mommy ever. |
but alas, the guy i wanted to go with, isn't going, so we're not going. even though he said he really wanted to go w/me, he just can't go b/c he hasn't serverd his detention hrs yet, and also b/c we don't want drama. b/c any sorta drama between friends sucks.
but'cha-so adorable, sooo sooo omg, like seriously, dude
dude, we sooo need to hang out! dude, just tell your mom that you were w/a girl and blah blah blah i wanna hang out! seriously now! i'm getting soo freaking antsy!(eventhough i know he doesn't read this, still i felt like writing it)lol
oh hey, masterbation does work, this time it did, maybe that they guy was on the other line, but it works :D. i'm thinking of getting a vibrator, not seriously, maybe not the near future, but maybe soon, but i'm broke now, and got a speech on how my responsibility w/money sucks today, so i'm gonna start saving, which i meant to do, but i really wanted that Amersterdam shirt
awww Bijan, i really <3<3<3 for screaming "SEX" loudly in econ today. and for your really long comment on Amy's lj, i second your entire thought!
dude, i've noticed that i've started a bad pattern for myself this week, like i've been on the phone soo freakin' much, and if i wasn't on the phone, i was either at school, work, or getting lost w/Felicia in Tustin. but like, i've lost soo much sleep, and like i've been distracted that i've noticed i haven't been eating as much. b/c i'm too tired in the morning to eat, which escalades into the afternoon, b/c i feel sick b/c i need to eat, but feel too sick to eat, then forget about it at night b/c i'm distracted. but i got my shit back together, no worries. i'm still all healthy. and no.-this isn't becoming an "unhealthy thing" either.